LOL!!! haha... okay.. i dunno why i laughed so loud.. but neway!
today is DAY 5 of actual study, TERM 2 WEEK 2 =D
haha... 2day kena scolded by Econs tutor.. haha... whole class never do case study..
but i did for the tutorial qn! haha... H1 ECONS >.< kena scolded.. haha
neway... the lesson was quite meaningful..
cos the tutor finished teaching all the Elasticities already... yay!
tmr lecture just recap and understand better! lol

n i infered this quote frm poh yih... haha..
HE IS ON MC AGAIN! aiyo... brother... TAKE CARE arh...
"Study builds up your IMMUNE SYSTEM!!"
haha... thts wad he taught me =D.. cool arh.. LOL!

well... i jus studied chem.. haha... n its quite INTERESTING and FUN lor.. lol
it was my FAVOURITE SUBJECT... but aft PAE i m scared of it..
now.. MY FAITH IS BACK!! haha.... YAY!

reply to tags:
cheryl L - haha... wanna read current affairs, refer to Straits Times! (i bo pian.. GP rep oso.. lol)
renyi - YO BUDDY! haha... actually i saw u today while u had JUDO.. LOL.. I MISS U TOO >.<
zulhafiz - LOL.. tht was a FORCED advert =P haha...
Jamie - hahaha... i will watch when i free... now needa chiong tuts..
INEZ - HIGH INEZ! finally u hav new blog le.. i COMMENT LE! =D
zulhafiz - thnks =D lol... jus happen to flip the papers and saw tht.. hehe
joeyJOEYjoey - HAHA! YOYO! haha... dont squint... open ur eyes like tht <_> haha.. MISS YA2!
Jamie - 2nd layer is for SUPPORT LOR! haha.. I WILL HELP U DE! DONT WRY =D

i m looking forward to campaign and council camp briefing.. hehe.. B24 is MY NUMBER!!

just came home from swimming and dinner.. haha
i finally get to swim aft like so long (i oso forgotten how long already) XP
went to Singapore Swimming Club with aunt and youngest bro
well... i tink my fitness dropped already >.<
hahaha... it has been a long time since i m working out consistently..(opps) =P
guess what... NAPFA is coming le... i tink next month if i m not rong..LOL
wad a joke man.... really gotta exercise more loh.. haha... anyone wanna join me?!

den this reminds me of my PE on thurs...
the boys had work out for 3 diff stations - Chin Ups, Sit-Ups and SBJ..
wha.. ITS LIKE THE 3 WORST STATIONS for me la.. haha
Chin Ups did 4 (but with Mr Lee's help..i tink i can onli do 2 without help >.<)
Sit-Ups did 34! (gosh... 10 more to go! crap)
SBJ jus practice jumping...
haha... I WANT MY SILVER / GOLD for NAPFA (so NS got 1month less)

but i really like the session today.. haha... SWIMMING IS SO NICE!
its calms my senses and i feel like i m FLOATING.. haha.. SHIOK!
hehe... den ard 4.30pm... the sky suddenly turned DARK... thunder... den got up and shower

ya.. den aft tht went for dinner... and had CRAB!
wha... like SO LONG again since i had my last CRAB... haha
COOL DINNER MAN!!! LOVE IT man!!

den i jus read the newspaper and the SATURDAY SPECIAL section caught my attention...
you guess should read it up... on WILD GIRLS (click to read more)...
its about GIRLS becoming very bad... n its very hurting to see such situation...
girls are joining GANGS, getting into FIGHTS, SEX, DRUGS, SMOKING and even SELF-MUTILATION...
this is very bad... and wad is shocking is tht MOST are from INTACT FAMILIES!!
the next shocking thing is tht such incidents are MORE THAN BOY! =S
more girls are being ordered as BEYOND PARENTAL CONTROL..

its quite sad lor...
their parents mus hav felt so helpless and hopeless....
i dunno wad these youngsters are tinking of...
but i feel tht they shouldnt waste their life like tht...
there are so much wonderful things to do out there....
should really treasure all the opportunities available at this age...
hopefully these youngsters will see the LIGHT and turn back...
how nice would it be if there are no gangs?
and tht youngsters like us are more sensible?
wouldnt there world is a MUCH BETTER place?
the world will be SO MUCH ROUNDER and the AIR WILL BE SO MUCH CLEANER =D
well... tht is wad i hope Singapore will be like in the next few yrs...
haha.... onli when a small nation like us SHINES... the rest of the world will SEE THE LIGHT!
unrests...wars...conflicts...riots...protests... GET LOST!!

and WE WILL ALL SMILE =D.. haha

I HAVE A MOVIE TO RECOMMEND!!
江山美人 (An Empress and the Warriors)!!
THIS IS DEFINTELY A MUST WATCH...
better than WARLORDS!! =D
it has touching n meaningful plot!
its coming out on 27 March 08, now got sneak preview le!! GO CATCH IT!!
last nite went to watch this sneak preview @ VIVO GV MAX!
SHIOK man... haha... the cinema is like SO BIG can.. best is the TIX ARE FREE!
haha... zai arh... even sitting at the 5th closest row (Row E) didnt cause my neck to ache...
cool movie.. MUST WATCH!
oh ya.. i oso saw our dear councillor SHUN KAI a.k.a SK @ VIVO.. haha...
hmm... ALL MUST GO AND WATCH okay! it has battle scenes but not very bloody de..
girls mus go watch too... touching show and inspirational de =P haha!

haha... today end sch early! woots! den went to J8 with Julia, April, Joey and Zhi Yuan!
but our dear POH YIH not around.... HE HAS A FEVER (he's hot, he cant be stop =P)
GET WELL SOON BROTHER! SEE YA IN SCH TMR!!
went Pastamania for lunch.. haha... and realised student got 30% discount! lol..
nice lunch... den tok tok tok tok tok... about sec sch.. msk... everything la..haha..
after tht went to walk around J8... nth to do la.. haha... until like 6.30pm...
den took 55 with joey n we tok tok tok n tok.. haha... interesting man...
den TMR GOT 3.5hrs of WAITING TIME before ECONS TUTORIAL!! nvm.. haha

so today day 3 of term 2 le... den our dear bro (poh yih) fell sick on day 1...
haha...EVERYONE MUS DRINK MORE WATER and REST MORE!
dont be so caught up with TUTORIALS and nvr take care of HEALTH!

lol... ytd during math lecture... DAMN FUNNY la.. lol
jamie, kelly n rachel were sitting infront of me... and it was INEQUALITIES lecture (repeat)
den the 3 of them were like toking.. crapping.. den i sumhow JOINED in XP.. lol
den the 4 of us were like laughing the whole lecture.. especially JAMIE! gosh.. haha..
but enjoyed the lecture (not becos interesting... but of the 4 of us entertained ourselves) =P
P.S Kelly, i will change my blog song when i m free.. like weekend =D

den last nite chat with JAMIE online... haha.. tok abt both our Council / Prefectorial Board..
so cool la... PRESIDENT(s) of COUNCIL / PREFECTORIAL BOARD ROCKS!! haha...
and i agree with JAMIE - ONLY P(s) UNDERSTAND P(s)!
lol... miss those days! and now we are running for COUNCIL! JIA YOU P!! haha...
WE CAN DO IT MAN!!
ALL NOMINEES must JIA YOU FOR COUNCIL CAMP!! haha... GO GO GO!!

lol.. jus now celebrated bro's bdae.. den i oso get to cut my cake! haha... look at the photos (3 diff cake! - one is mine, one is my bro's, one is my aunt's =D) COOL RITE!! haha... nice cake... I LOVE MY FAMILY!! haha...

10 March and 19 March =D

BROTHERS, SISTERS and FRIENDS: remember to drink more water.... wear more clothes if cold (cos raining almost every other day)... REST MORE! JIA YOUS!

well.... SORRY GUYS!! the previous post was VERY EMO!
wasnt meant to make u guys cry...
was meant for ME... haha

neway... I HAVE THOUGH THROUGH IT FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS!
and after toking to some of you guys...
INDEED.... I M ENLIGHTENED =D

and MY FAITH IS BACK!!
my perception now is TOTALLY DIFFERENT!
A WHOLE NEW WORLD! (ya.. the song.. =P)

and yap... i really appreciate those that have talked/chat to me...
in anyway... I AM ALRITE NOW!! dont worry my frens!
SORRY FOR LETTING YOU WORRIED ABOUT ME!
THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN FOR A LONG LONG TIME! =D

to all SENIORS:
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR BLOCK TESTS!! JIA YOU!!

replies to tagz:
Julia - haha... no nd care bt those CL words.. lol.. yap HAPPY TO HAVE FRENS BY MY SIDE! =D
zhi yuan - lol.. yeah... SORRY TO WORRY u all! I'll always be there for anyone too!
joeyJOEYjoey - hehe..OF COS OG 31 rocks! alrite... will SPAM ur tagboard XP
april - lol... CL where got chim... yap FRENS FOREVER!
zulhafiz - LOL! orientation really played an important role to us.. and I AM GLAD to hav caring SENIORS, especially the 30th SC, tht is always around to SUPPORT US! 30th SC ROCKS!! JIA YOU for BLOCKS!!
cheryl L - sorry sis.... made u emo! BUT DONT EMO LE!! CHEER UP =D COS I M FINE!! SO U MUST B THE SAME!!
joeyJOEYjoey - ya! MUST STAY TOGETHER!!!
zhi yuan - MY FAITH IS BACK!! thanks!!!
CHIWEI - opps... tht post wasnt meant to make u cry... I M SORRY! CHEER UP!! beautiful memories will stay in our HEARTS FOREVER!! =D

ya.. indeed... BEAUTIFUL AND TRUTHFUL MEMORIES WILL STAY IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER! in our next stage of life... THINGS will be AS GOOD AS WHAT WE WAN IT TO BE! so to my DEAREST BUDDY and Frens... JIA YOU! its a challenge to stay knitted! =D

"Friends are Friends Forever!
Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you."

hmm.. aft reading JAMIE's blog... i suddenly hav an urge to like I DUNNO!
CRY?! SCREAM IT OUT?! 很激动！
in a few more days.. ITS BACK TO REALITY...
PAE days are like SO MEMORABLE to everyone...
tht period is, i guess, the MOST enjoyable time of JC life!
everyone from different walks of life, gather @ NYJC and randomly grouped into our OG!
and its really - 有缘千里来相会，无缘对面不相识！
when i saw the phrase "PAE contract has finally come to an end"... MULTIPLE EMOTIONS!
maybe i m jus being paranoid here...
but i hope even though we are ALL now in diff CTs and blablabla...
THE FRIENDSHIP that was forged over the past 2 months...
WILL NEVER COME TO AN END!

its kinda weird... cos normally i tell pple that.. "hey! its alrite tht we diff class.. can meet up"
but i realise... i m the one that is also having this prb... ARGH!!
this feeling is CRAP! sorry guys... now i understand ur feelings...
ya... i dearly hope that WE WILL NOT BE SAPARATED no matter what... cos..
朋友满天下，知己不易找！*pardon my chinese.. haha*
(friends are everywhere... but BUDDYs for life.. are hard to come by)
MUS TREASURE EVERY SINGLE MOMENT WE HAVE TOGETHER!

i realise the past few posts had similar phrases...
and its all about friends...
after listening to the song "Love Me by Colin Raye"..
these words struck me..

"DON'T give up on me... ...
But I'M NOT gonna let you down... ...
I'll be LOVING YOU, LOVE ME!"




DEAREST OG 31, WELCO Inters, SC Interns, 30th SC, BananaMuffins, NYJC, BDS 4A'07, BDS PB, BDS ICC, BDS TEACHERS, TNS 5E'02, TNS 6C'03, TNS PA, TNS TEACHERS:
this may sound weird to you all... but i really wanna say this
for all the things we have been thru...
be it HAPPINESS, SADNESS, MISUNDERSTANDINGS, LAMENESS, etc
there is one thing for sure...
friendship works both ways...
I WILL GO THE EXTRA MILE for you guys...
but whether or not you will for me...
I WILL DO WHATEVER I CAN, TO SAFEGUARD THIS GEM.
the GEM that BRIGHTENS up each and everyone of you...
when you are down.. when you are shattered.. when you are sad..
THIS GEM is dearly PRECIOUS! I LOVE YOU!!

朋友——周华健
这些年 一个人
风也过 雨也走
有过泪 有过错
还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过 才会懂
会寂寞 会回首
终有梦 终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话 一辈子
一生情 一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤 还有痛
还要走 还有我

omg... i tink i suffering from POST-FACIL SYNDROME...
suddenly feel like my emotions are pouring out profusely...
i neeed to cool down le...
ARGH!!

haha! luckily WE DIDNT CRY IN VAIN (for Facils)... haha... DAY 2 of LEVEL CAMP was a WHOLE NEW EXPERIENCE... and i m glad tht i took the first move to DO THE TRUST FALL! tht moment turned the whole situation around for my CT! before tht i was still holding back and thinking of wad happened on DAY 1... which hindered my process in bringing the whole CT up... SORRY ABOUT THT! but I AM VERY VERY PLEASED that I DID IT! and after tht I REALLY OPEN UP TO THEM! AND MY CLASS DID! THANKS 0810 FOR HAVING FAITH IN ME UNTIL THE END. AND I TOO TRUST U GUYS! MUS JIA YOU!

wha... the final debrief was GREAT.. haha... i really poured out how i felt thruout the whole workshop and really FELT COMFORTED and TOUCHED by my CT mates!! i tink this is really a very EXPERIENTIAL training i have been thru... the UNITED-NESS of ALL the FACILS (staff, alumni and J1s)

some unforgetable moments:
1. training together on Sat and Sun (1, 2 March 08)
2. trust falling into the arms of FRIENDS
3. motivating each other for the SPIDER WEB (travelling thru time)
4. CELEBRATING (mass dance and cheering and trible and etc) aft the end of DAY 2 training
5. 100% committed to complete the training for the J1s
6. CRYING together on DAY 1 of Level Camp
7. HUGGING MY FRIENDS AFTER THE END OF THE WHOLE TRAINING AND LEVEL CAMP!

all these moments are really special to me... and THANK YOU ALL FOR GIVING ME THIS EXPERIENCE!!!

as usual... some pple to thank in the course of O2 and Level Camp:
CT 0810, NY 30th SC, tyson, renyi, poh yih, zhi yuan, stevenn, chi wei, qing wei, pin li, wei ing, cass, hui sin, lye, dickson, li xin, amanda, samantha, pamela, jin yuan, annaling, jonathan, katrina, julia, qi xuan, glenda, yida, ALL FACILS (staff, alumni, J1).. BEST "CAMP" EVER man.. =D

den at nite had DISCO NITE!!! WOO HOO!!! we jump around like crazy.. go around finding for the LOST OG 31! den we found SOME!! haha... SO HIGH SO HIGH!!

SeeHiang, ZhiYuan, April, Julia, ME, QiXuan, PohYih, Joey (clockwise) - WE HAVE EVIL AURA (look at our eyes =P)

with tht! IT ENDED THE WHOLE O2 and LEVEL CAMP!! now life is BACK into business... but MARCH HOLS is HERE! its time to get back to track and start pumping le.... WE ARE BACK TO REALITY! so guys... in this march hols... WE MUS REALLY CATCH UP with alot of tings... gatherings, sleep, and the dreadful tutorials n study... haha... JIA YOU!!!

den aft tht went supper @ mac, serangoon central with pohyih, jamie, kelly, rachel, aaron.. den jamie and pohyih was like CHEERING ALPHEUS cheer all the way... wha lao... den kelly's voice DAMN SEXY XD.. lol... all ZAO-SIAed liao..hhaa... Macs was CROWDED with NYJCians! haha.. den tht PohYih wanted to "NANYANG OI".. lol.. lame-ed... den saw Teletubs and Ah Hao.. we stalked them into the Tao Huey shop.. den saw 29th SC, Mr Lim, Mr Tan and Mr Wayne and Keqing with frens... DAMN COLD la tht shop.. den aft tht Teletubs n Ah Hao went to Macs..lol.. EUGENE bought sundae and pie! haha.. opps... den i decided to sit with amanda and pui yong... cos tht pohyih went crazy with them.. haha... (i don noe him XD) ... n den it was last few hrs of Amanda's bdae.. so jus PEI her lor.. haha.. co-incidentally one.. =D.. yeah.. den reached home at 11.30pm.. LOL!! late late late

6 MARCH 2008: MARKS A HISTORY IN MY LIFE - I CRIED (5yrs since i last cried)

today had LEVEL CAMP 2008 for ALL NYJC J1 students... n it was really a disappointment to ALL FACILITATORS (be it J1s, Alumni or Staff)... we all BROKE DOWN when the TRAINING WAS PUT TO A HALT suddenly... the Trainer had to SEND ALL THE J1s HOME!

i feel very very sad and disappointed la... cos my CT just dont see the NEED or PURPOSE of the whole training... all they thot was PLAY GAMES... i opened up to them but yet... they dont be truthful to me... really feel very helpless at some moment of the training.... but I KEPT THINKING.... AM I GOING TO ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN WITHIN MY CLASS FOR 2YRS... den i felt it was NOT WORTH IT.... SO I GAVE IN 100%.... YET! THEY STILL KEPT THINKING IT WAS ALL ABOUT FUN AND GAMES! and when the trainer told ALL OF THEM TO LEAVE THE HALL AND GO HOME, SOME OF THEM ACTUALLY CELEBRATED!

that scene really made my heart SANK deeper in... wad went thru my mind was "how is it possible for them to CELEBRATE when they are being sent home without completing the whole training?" at tht moment i felt that their goals were not very clear. Cos IF THEIR GOALS WERE CLEAR... they would hav felt WASTED! and i believe tht scene really WRINGED THE HEARTS OUT OF ALL THE FACILITATORS! WE ALL JUS BROKE DOWN DURING OUR FACIL DEBRIEF!

BUT ITS ALRITE FACILS! WE HAVE WENT THROUGH THE TRAINING! WE MUS B RESILIENT! ITS OKAY! ITS ALRITE! FACILS FACILS FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! 大家加油！

YAY! FIRST step towards my GOAL!
already finish with my Council Interview... i tink me, Qing Wei and Jessica took the longest among the first batch of nominees (6pm to 6.30pm)... had Mr Tonny Lim, Chu Yi, Yong Cheng, Tze Kai as the panel...
phew... felt relieved to have Tze Kai in there.. AT LEAST A FAMILIAR WELFARE COUNCILLOR! haha...

i tink i did well.. Qing Wei's response were quite good i can say... then Jessica was not bad too... ALL THE BEST TO THE THREE OF US =D and also to ALL COUNCIL NOMINEES!! especially PohYih, Julia, April, ZhiYuan, Samantha, Pamela, Amanda, Jamie, Stevenn, KuangWen, Michelle, YueAn, LiLan.. JIA YOU PPLE!

we shall upgrade from NOMINEES to ELECTS! ALL THE BEST MAN!!! WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER!!

well... this weekend i spent my life in school mostly... 8am to 7pm (ard there) haha... had Level Camp Facil Workshop for the 2 days... LEARN REALLY REALLY A LOT of things thruout this 2 days... i m so gonna recommend to BDS to engage this company for level camp man... THIS WORKSHOP REALLY ALLOWED ME TO LEARN WHAT I REALLY WANTED... WAD I REALLY CAN DO... AND WILL DO!

i believe every level camp facil now noes EXACTLY what our own goals are now.. and is DETERMINED to ACHIEVE it no matter what...

yesterday's workshop was not really effective and 2day all the facils had to come together and RE-THINK our purpose for being in the workshop... and we made a COMMITMENT to it... and tht can be felt thruout the whole ISPACE!

every single one TRUSTED their BUDDY and TEAM... and we CAN MAKE a DIFFERENCE to the entire thing... the closing of the workshop was GREAT...

at the end of the whole workshop.. everyone was SO DAMN HIGH!! i really can feel the ENTHUSIASM and COMMITMENT that every Facils have put in.. no matter Alumni or J1s.. WE ALL WENT TO THE WORKSHOP for ONE REASON - BOND EVERYONE AS ONE NANYANG!

the workshop closed with the trainer playing FRIENDS by Michael W Smith.. the song is really very touching.. for the FIRST TIME in my life... i actually OPEN UP myself and went ahead and HUG MY BUDDY!

to RenYi:
I REALLY CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR BELIEVING IN ME (especially during the Fall). I was really quite afraid that you will fall off BUT I WILL NEVER ALLOW THAT TO HAPPEN! THANKS FOR ALL THE FAITH U HAVE IN ME AND I APPRECIATE EVERY SINGLE THING THAT YOU HAVE SAID TO ME... YOU ARE ONE GREAT BUDDY I HAVE AND WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE TO THE REST!

yeah! so aft the song ended... i went to hug ALL THE PPLE THT MEANT SO MUCH TO ME in the workshop n my LIFE... RenYi, ZhiYuan, PohYih, Stevenn, PingLi, JinYuan, Corina, Johnathan (Alumni), ChiWei, Kuang Wen & WHOLE ARTEMIS... i really RISKED to do this.. and I AM GLAD THAT I HAVE DONE IT... THESE ARE REALLY FRIENDS THAT WILL BE MY SIDE NO MATTER WHAT! and I THANK ALL OF YOU THAT! I WILL ALSO BE THERE FOR ALL OF YOU!